How I Learned the Truth About Billie Holiday (2024)

Since Billie Holiday's death in 1959, an image of her has emerged based mainly on the movies Lady Sings the Blues and The United States versus Billie Holiday. In these depictions of her, she is an in-the-gutter heroin addict who is so helpless she must be rescued from herself by the men in her life. In the end, she is a failure who died estranged from her last husband, strung out, and penniless.

Over the years, I assumed the portrayal of Holiday as a powerless victim was true. However, when I started researching Bitter Crop: The Heartache and Triumph of Billie Holiday’s Last Year, I was shocked to learn there was an entirely different version of Holiday to be discovered.

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Billie Holiday, center, with Duke Ellington and Leonard Feather in 1945.

In this “new” version I was unearthing, Holiday did not consider herself a failure at all. In my book, I quote a friend of hers as saying, “What she really felt, the Rosebud to understanding her, was that her life was a triumph.” And it was a triumph.

For years, Holiday was a vital force in the entertainment industry. She worked with some of the most prominent members of her generation. She fraternized with socialites, fellow artists, and titans in the political and show business communities. She enjoyed such success because, like other notable figures of her time—Marlene Dietrich, Greta Garbo, Howard Hughes—she was a persona of her own creation. And in that version of her life, often splashed across the pages of newspapers and magazines, she was a beautiful, elegant woman, always clad in evening attire whether she was playing Carnegie Hall or a local nightclub, who became a singular figure in the world of popular music.

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Billie Holiday with clarinetist Tony Scott photographed at a small dinner party in his Upper West Side apartment in the final months of her life.

That was her professional life. Her private life was just as rewarding primarily because it was enriched by friendships that gave her emotional sustenance when her romantic involvements with violent men collapsed (as they always did). In the mid-1940s, she formed a friendship with Elizabeth Hardwick, the novelist and literary critic, that was so intense Hardwick later made her a character in her novel Sleepless Nights. When Holiday began her rise to fame in Harlem, she met Hazel Scott (their mothers were friends first), who would go on to become a virtuoso pianist whose career Holiday championed in part by recommending her to headline at Café Society. Another close friend was Leonard Feather, who originally wrote about Holiday in an early profile before he later produced her successful 1954 European tour and presented her in numerous additional events.

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Billie Holiday with jazz artist Hazel Scott and producer Leonard Feather, two of her closest friends. She often visited Feather and his family at their Manhattan apartment. She spent her final Thanksgiving at a festive celebration at Scott’s flat in Paris.

A never-before-seen photograph of Holiday with Scott and Feather, which is included in my book (and shown here), captures the love she felt for her friends. Holiday leans back in laugher as Scott, smiling warmly, embraces her and Feather fondly looks on. Another unpublished photograph included in my book (also shown here) captures Holiday posing for the camera as she is admired devotedly by Tony Scott, the iconoclastic clarinetist who maintained a yearslong friendship with her. It was Scott, at the end of her life when Holiday could not finish her final appearance before an audience in May 1959, who stood in the wings as she abruptly left the stage and collapsed into his arms.

Bitter Crop: The Heartache and Triumph of Billie Holiday's Last Year

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Bitter Crop: The Heartache and Triumph of Billie Holiday's Last Year

These newly revealed photographs show the real Billie Holiday, not a victim or a failure but a joyful woman who, with the support of her friends, was able to triumph over the tribulations of her life to become a consummate musical artist and, ultimately, an American icon.

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Paul Alexander

Paul Alexander has published eight books, among them Rough Magic, a biography of Sylvia Plath, and Salinger, a biography of J.D. Salinger that was the basis of a documentary that appeared on American Masters on PBS, Netflix, and HBO. His journalism and commentary have been published in numerous magazines and newspapers, among them The New York Times, The Los Angeles Times, The Boston Globe, Newsday, New York, The Guardian, The Nation, The Washington Post, and Rolling Stone. He teaches at Hunter College. Photo by Michael Lionstar.

How I Learned the Truth About Billie Holiday (2024)

FAQs

What is the true story of Billie Holiday? ›

Holiday was born Eleanora fa*gan in 1915, and grew up in Baltimore. When she was ten years old, she was raped by an adult neighbor. The man was arrested—but Holiday was sent to a reformatory. When she reunited with her mother, Sadie Gough, in Harlem, where Gough was doing sex work, Billie was forced into prostitution.

What were Billie Holiday's last words? ›

Don't be in such a hurry.” —Billie Holiday, musical artist, on July 17, 1959.

What are 3 important facts about Billie Holiday? ›

Interesting facts about Billie Holiday
  • She was nicknamed "Lady Day" by her friend and music partner, Lester Young.
  • Holiday was friends with the popular singer Ella Fitzgerald.
  • Holiday authored an autobiography, Lady Sings the Blues, published in 1956.

What was Billie Holiday accused of? ›

At the peak of her commercial success, Holiday was arrested and sentenced to a year in prison for the possession of narcotics. While Holiday was a heroin user, “The United States vs. Billie Holiday” is widely acknowledged as the result of the FBI purposefully targeting her for the lyrics in 'Strange Fruit'.

What happened to Billie Holiday when she was a child? ›

Born Eleanora fa*gan in Baltimore (or some say Philadelphia) in 1915, Holiday's childhood was marred by horrific abuse—despite the best efforts of her beloved mother, Sadie, who was only 13 when she had Holiday. Always a self-starter, Holiday began singing as a child, while cleaning neighbors' homes for money.

How old was Billie Holiday when she died? ›

After years of substance abuse, Holiday's body had grown weary of the abuse and she died from heart failure on July 17, 1959, at age 44.

Who was Billie Holiday's closest friend? ›

Today is National Friendship Day! The intensely intimate but totally platonic relationship that developed between Young and Holiday from 1934 was publicly recognized during their lifetime. In the 30s Billie Holiday and Lester Young recorded a series of memorable sides together.

Did Billie Holiday have any kids? ›

Billie Holiday - Lady Day had a lot of ups and downs before she died at the age of 44 in 1959, but no children. Instead, her legacy lives on through her timeless music.

What happened to Billie Holiday's hair? ›

Before a performance at the start of her career she scorched her hair with an overheated curling tong. In the club's cloakroom there was a girl selling gardenias to guests, so Billie bought a couple to hide the holes in her hairstyle. It was such a success that it became her trademark.

Did Billie Holiday marry? ›

1957 until the time of her death in 1959.

What is a famous quote from Billie Holiday? ›

You can't copy anybody and end with anything. If you copy, it means you're working without any real feeling. No two people on earth are alike, and it's got to be that way in music or it isn't music. If I'm going to sing like someone else, then I don't need to sing at all.

Is Billie Holiday still living? ›

How did Billie Holiday get her name? ›

Thus, from seemingly nowhere, a new star was born out of Eleanora fa*gan who had long since changed her name to Billie Holiday – Billie in honor of her favorite actress and Baltimorean Billie Dove and Holiday due to her infatuation with her erratic father and the recognition the name could earn her in Harlem's nightlife ...

Where is Billie Holiday buried? ›

Detailed map of New Saint Raymond's Cemetery in Bronx NY. Holiday's burial site is in the St. Paul section, Row 56, Grave #29. Grave marker of Billie Holiday.

What happened to Billie Holiday parents? ›

Billie Holiday was born Eleanora fa*gan on April 7, 1915, in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, to teenaged unmarried parents, Sarah Julia “Sadie” fa*gan and Clarence Holiday. Not long after Eleanora's birth, Clarence Holiday abandoned his family to pursue a career as a jazz banjo and guitar player.

Why was Billie Holiday chased by the FBI? ›

Most significant, never in her entire career was Billie stopped while performing “Strange Fruit.” Yes, the Federal Bureau of Narcotics pursued Holiday for her drug use.

How much did Billie Holiday have when she died? ›

Billie Holiday died in July 1959 at age 44 from complications from cirrhosis of the liver with $0.70 in the bank and $750 strapped to her leg. Holliday died without a Will.

Did Billie Holiday live with her mother? ›

She was released later that year (1925) into the custody of her mother. Soon after, Billie's mother moved to New York City for employment, and Billie joined her there in 1929.

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